3.

Dear Uche,

I know you would have wanted me to say this in person, but I

realized that words written down cannot be erased, plus you figured out yesterday that I’m shy

You’ve shown me a different side entirely to what it means to actually love wholeheartedly and not be afraid to say it out loud! And with that realization I know now what it truly means to love and not just to settle because I felt everything; I still feel everything.

With that in mind, it’s only proper I let you know I still very much want us to be involved in each other’s lives while still being the individuals that we are.

I may not be able to give you the commitment that you want in the future and I don’t want to be that person that would make you self criticize your values and standards, however, I would rather not lose what we have in the present and actuality over potentiality. You’re valuable to me.

Even though we might not be in the same emotional space at the moment, it’s totally fine; I get it. You taught me that there are no coincidences, so probably it’s not time for our story to fully unfold yet. You once said we’re intentionally working to build something beautiful, I’d want to see how it turns out, don’t you?

Whether it’s one day at a time or days at a time, we have all the time in the world.

I still love you, and I’d see you soon.

A page that never got published in the original series